A Season of Learning

Hey guys, short post today, I just really needed to get some things off my chest.

This is a season of learning. I’ve started school again, so there is new content to consume, tons of new content to consume everyday, but that’s a given, and while I might get a little overwhelmed by the amount of content there is, I have no reasons to complain, simply because this is content that I chose, content that I enjoy.

So yes, Learning #1, learning new content. Learning #2, learning to cope with new content.

If you guys are on @giving.soulfood and @01stepatatime, you would have noticed that work has slowed down significantly there. And I’m learning to be okay with that. I still have huge plans for those platforms, I have huge ideas that come to me as I am studying, and it frustrates me to no end that I simply cannot afford to roll them out now. I simply don’t have the resources and the manpower. It frustrates me that literally other than writing the ideas down in my brain dump, I can’t do anything about it. So I’m learning to deal with the frustrations as well.

On a related note, this has also been a season of learning that not everyone has the same priorities as me. The plans in my head worked out very nicely. As long as everyone was still very much committed to what we had, no one would be doing too much. But things really did not go according to plans. Am I disappointed by those working with me? Yes, slightly, but I kinda do understand their priorities as well, and it’s really not my place to judge. So yes, learning to be okay with that.

So yes, fingers crossed that writing and posting this helps me to deal with all the negative emotions that have been flooding my heart, and on nights I stay up late to check off a couple more things on my never ending to do list, I pray for good music and good coffee to accompany me, but most of all, I pray that I remember what and who all this is for, I pray that I remember my purpose.